The last little while (months) I've been thinking about dreams and revelation. I had never had a dream that I felt was a message from God. I envied those that did. I wanted to experience that kind of learning and communication from the Lord. I knew that it happened all the time to 'other people'.
Guess what. It happened. To me.
A few weeks ago, I had a dream. But first we have to back up a little.
Brian and I have been trying to have a baby for quite some time now. Strange, I know. Both of us have had revelation (not dream form) that we have a little girl that will join our family at some point. I believe it will be our natural child. So..... we've been waiting and waiting and waiting.....
Then, I recently dreamed of a little baby boy. With large round eyes. The strange part was that I KNEW that he wasn't mine. He looked nothing like us. (although adorable) Yet, there he was, just looking at me. He was so content.
I was so confused. I felt like I was getting mixed messages, therefore causing mixed emotions. I though that maybe I had 'baby' on the brain for a little too long, and now I was flipping out.
Not so. Recently, Brian and I have been asked to care for an infant baby boy from our community. Adorable. Not mine. It will only be temporary while 'mommy' is getting better. This is the baby boy I saw.
He has already brought so much joy in our home. I was a little nervous at first, thinking that I might change my mind about having another one after experiencing 'newborns' again. Just the opposite happened. I am confident now. I can do this.
3 comments:
He is one luck boy! Let me know if you need anything.
You can do it Shell! :-)
What!? And you didn't consult me first! I have a little boy to give away until his mother recuperates! Congrats!
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